Laying in my bed ready to catch some ZzZ's
Thoughts start to hit me as I'm falling asleep
Caught in a dream with no way to escape
All i see is your face so I'm tryna make out what it means
But it seems that i never could
These thoughts that escape into the universe and say things that I never would
Guilty conscience shackles me making tackling problems
Harder than playing the part like my heart isn't starving though it should
When it comes to love i guess i just don't deserve it
I've had my opportunities never learned i would turn from feelings and desert them
It's easier not to hurt them the last person was perfect but it ended up not working
And I'm largely to blame that's probably the reason I walk around with this shame
Counting the days doing my best to change but it's just my true nature to tear myself from my aims Fangs pierced me i'm just looking for a cure it's been too long since I felt something for sure
I'm captivated by the past but i can't advance
Caught up in this trance time and I have had our dance none of this feels pure
How long will it last because I'm in need of a hand someone to drag me away from the bad
Bring me back to the qualities I have
And remind me of the strengths and the length that I'd go to adapt
Maybe I'm meant to fall but it's my decision it's up to me when to make that call
Em said seize the moment like he wrote that bar for Paul
I write these songs for the phantoms listening from the walls
Laying in my bed ready to catch some ZzZ's
Thoughts start to hit me as I'm falling asleep
Caught in a dream with no way to escape
All i see is your face so I'm tryna make out what it means
Memories hit me in fragments like my whole world shattered
But that doesn't matter the walls caved when i gave in
Can't win a battle blaming a system that ain't involved
Can only evolve from where your mental place is stationed
Vacant thoughts been absent minded ain't try to hide it
It's paying off I'm made of love and my light's too vibrant
Third eye reminded of irreversible damage that I did
When bridges burn you live and learn make sure that you keep on climbing
Why am i so defensive the trauma could be detected and it still affects him the world is relentless
Survival of the fittest you either receive or serve the sentence
Brains been infected with negative progressions i've been tempted
Lord exempt him from the things that press him
His love's excessive it weighs on him so he can't address it or get across a message
This the era of one night stands and no discretion
Can't find love in the age of material possessions
Count your blessings for what it's worth
I know love exists it's just rare to find someone who makes the investment
If you think you've found that person and you both share that bond
Don't be afraid to step in if you don't you'll regret it
If you're rejected accept it move on make corrections
We all do wrong in our heads take this time for reflecting
Be happy with yourself because it's really upsetting
Searching for things that don't exist like perfection.
Laying in my bed ready to catch some ZzZ's
Thoughts start to hit me as I'm falling asleep
Caught in a dream with no way to escape
All i see is your face so I'm tryna make out what it means
I said I'm laying in my bed ready to catch some ZzZ's
Thoughts start to hit me as I'm falling asleep
Caught in a dream with no way to escape
All i see is your face so I'm tryna make out what it means
Now that I'm laying in my bed ready to catch some ZzZ's
Thoughts start to hit me as I'm falling asleep
Caught in a dream with no way to escape
All i see is your face so I'm tryna make out what it means