Motel Breakfast - Torches Lyrics

You know I asked a lot of questions
But the answers you gave left me cold
I was asking for disaster
I needed to break to feel more whole
I was seeking true transgressions
There's a life not lived when you're on your own
I desired your reaction
Had a fear my line was a tattered rope
Did I think I had the answers?
Nah, I'd learned to set my bar damn low
Did you ever want this bastard
Or just a sounding board of flesh and bone
Yea, was I better off
Was I better off
Being alone
Nah, being alone
For all my thoughts and questions
Through the pages filled as I learned to cope
There are things that we discovered
On the dim-lit steps of ephemeral homes
I don't hold you in contempt, no
It's a truth that I have come to learn
And I don't wanna bare my torches
I knew all along that I begged to burn
Yea I knew all along
That I begged to burn
That I begged to burn
That I begged to burn