12 hours later I'm still high, got too much on my mind
I don't wanna waste all my time, I don't wanna act like I'm fine
Gotta pop pills just to get right, I can only sleep when it gets light
Drop a lil stack so my neck bright, Imma still spend when it gets tight
I feel cursed by an evil eye, every single day I wanna die
Every single night thinkin suicide, who's more important to me, you or I?
Been real tough just to get by, make me wanna quit and just say bye
Make me get lit and just stay high, make me get lit and just stay high
24 hours and I'm still high, I just seen two different suns rise
Mama told me "son stay wise", bet she could tell when her son lies
I don't give a f*ck bout advice, if I did it once Imma do it twice
Risks that I took pay the same price, wish that I could wear more ice
Wish that I could show more love, but I don't care bout no one
Act like I could but it's all front, gotta put more into my blunt
I know myself all too well, that's what it's like going through hell
Niggas around me could not tell, niggas around me could not tell
I don't know
How to help myself
I don't know
Why I hurt myself
I don't know
How to save myself
I don't know
Why I hate myself
Scent on my body is smelling too toxic, taking these meds even when I'm not sick
I don't got skeletons up in my closet, I just got scars on my face and my arms bitch
Imma be gone way too soon, don't worry bout me bitch I'm too doomed
Gone too soon like vroom vroom, bye bye bitch I'm not who you knew
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
I don't know
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
How to help myself
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
I don't know
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
Why I hurt myself
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
I don't know
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
How to save myself
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
I don't know
12 hours later I'm still high, 24 hours and I'm still high
Why I hate myself