As I take a look around no one love me
I don't feel the pain I sip bubbly
Dark clouds and they circle all around me
Wipe a tear from my eyes feel nothing
Real shit
I hope they feel this
Only thing I ever feel is the realness
Mama know her baby boy gonna kill this
Daddy told me keep another job that's some real shit
Is it tho? Me and money dancin by the mistletoe
Everytime you think that I quit
I call a pick and roll
A lot of y'all took the same path
I'm on a different road
Talking to the universe it told me where to go
F*ck the rules break them all ain't no mistake
I ain't slavin away working no bitch wage
That's the truth got the bottle in the booth
Ima tell you how I feel
I'm just keepin it real with you
Yeah the world got enough problems
Why would anybody ever care bout mine
Say I'm fine but I've been dyin to let you know
I'm hurtin drank for the pain aint workin no more
I'm so drained
One more drink I'll be okay
Back against the wall I align myself
Take the time just to find myself
25 now gotta time myself
My time coming soon I remind myself that I'll be okay
Put my heart on froze and took a snow day
Disappear in the night like Buenos noches
The way I'm driving the whip it don't make no sense
Don't make no sense
Heartbreak and handguns
I was trippin on this bitch that got a Samsung
I can't even stand her but every time she stand up
Oh my
She be doing things on camera
Turn into a dancer
Now we back at it she just tryna get a bag I ain't mad at it
I should know better
Every song seem to turn into a love letter