"that's the way it's always been."
attempts to control me
to try to make me understand
something lost.
along the way.
attempts to control me.
make me feel mistakes were made.
everthing lost.
along the way.
there's never just one way.
through all your lies.
if it doesn't affect you it doesn't exist.
times have changed. it's not just for you.
so used to being followed.
that's how it's alway been.