Mori - the hill i die on Lyrics

You cannot be
The hill that I die on
I don't know much and I know that by now
I cannot keep
Leaving the light on
Thinking I'm going to figure this out
There is no reason
To pray on a flood
There is no answer
For the hell that it was
I get no medal
For seeing this through
I get no peace
If this is the hill I choose
Losing my mind
Losing my bearings
Trying to climb up a mountain I built
This wasn't mine, but I still carry
Your weapon, my bruises, and all of our guilt
When there is no reason
To pray on a flood
There is no answer
For the hell that it was
I get no medal
For seeing this through
I get no peace
If this is the hill I choose
Can't make amends
Without making a sound
But I'm not okay with you turning around
And stealing my pride from me
Don't wanna have to feel lucky
'Cause I think you'll always
Have somewhere to be
And I cannot die hoping somewhere is me
Even if it means I lose
This can't be the hill I choose
You cannot be
The hill that I die on
I don't know much and I know that by now
I cannot keep
Leaving the light on
Thinking I'm going to figure this out