Mori - hospital room Lyrics

Somehow I feel like
I was just born
To please you
And you'll never notice
But I am prepared
To need you
As long as I breathe
As long as I'll be
I like to look pretty
I want to be seen
Believe you
But I feel like it's silly
I only exist
Beneath you
As long as I stand
You'll be the man
So I'll walk to wherever you're running
And I'll cry in that hospital room
I'll fight but I'll end up succumbing
To whatever else works for you
I'll give up the words that I'm thinking
To speak lines that I don't wanna say
I'll give up the world if you want it,
I'll give if it means that you'll stay
Stay
If it means that
I hope it's fulfilling
I hope that you care
To know me
I'd hate to be quiet
Sit still just so you
Can own me
It wouldn't be fair
I'll admit that I'm scared
That I'll walk to wherever you're running
And I'll die in that hospital room
Will I fight but then up succumbing
To whatever else works for you?
Will I give up the words that I'm thinking
To speak lines that I don't wanna say?
If I give up the world when you want it
I'm scared to death that I'll stay
We'll end up married
And I'll have nobody to talk to
I'll have to carry
The weight of the work that you won't do
I'll run the mile
And you cross the finish
I'll keep the child
As long as you're winning
You'll be the man
And I'll have to stand in your place
They'll never see me
It'll all be my biggest mistake
And I'll end up feeling
Like I was just born
To please them
And they'll never notice
But I'll be prepared if they do