Moonyp - Not My Feelings Lyrics

I give up
All my feelings
Yeah that lust is appealing
Fall in love can't get realer
I'm off

Yeah
Ah
I'm gravitatin' again
To whatever I call memories
Second grade greatest friends
Till that shit got empty

She went straight on, got her man
Now she turnin twenty
And i'd never admitted
I had a crush f*ck playin envy

Yeah I know
I'm a kind emotion driven guy
But I go
Cross the lines missin all the signs
And I grow
Memorizin if she up to high
I just needa be her mine
Thats not my feelings thats a fright

I'm about
To fall in love
This is not my feelings
Gettin' down when I'm up
This is not feelings
Not allowed a do non-stop
This is not feelings
What am I if i'm not
Up to what I'm feelin'

I give up
All my feelings
Yeah that lust is appealing
Fall in love
Can't get realer
I'm off

Lost my trust in my feelings
Messed it up with some women
What I want just be chilling
But I fall and I'm sinnin
(Again)

It's about my feelings
It's about my thougts
It's about my feelins thinkin
That my thoughts are false

And my mind's concealin
What my body does
So I hide my appearance
And get me a mask

Don't know what i be doin
If im doin right
Just know what I be losin
I'm losin my mind

Go fo my illusion
Cause facts made me blind
Feels like I be Truman
Missin the signs