ISTAY Video (MV)

I'm starting to see it
A face on the ceiling
It looks like a feeling that I almost felt before
It's forming your features
I smile till my cheeks hurt
If loving is leaving guess I needed you to
Go back over the day we both got older
I couldn't hold ya
(I still think about you)
Like a knife in my back, I don't really feel so bad
(I think you need me)
Like a hole in the head, I promise that it won't last
(I still think about you)
Like a knife in my back, but I don't feel so bad
No I don't feel so bad
I promise that it won't last
(I still think about you)
Even if you wanted to see me
I wouldn't let you crawl back to me on your hands and you knees then
I don't want you tell me you mean it cuz I'd tell you to
Go back over the day we both got older
I couldn't hold ya
(I still think about you)
Like a knife in my back, I don't really feel so bad
(I think you need me)
Like a hole in the head, I promise that it won't last
(I still think about you)
Like a knife in my back, but I don't feel so bad
No I don't feel so bad
I promise that it won't last
Jumping my bones the minute we're home
But I'm distracted (promise that it won't last)
Keeping you up cuz I always wanna talk
And pissing you off (promise that it won't last)
Watching you cry not a tear in my eye
Over and over (promise that it won't last)
Like a knife in my back, I don't really feel so bad
(I still think about you, I still think about you)
Like a hole in the head, I promise that it won't last
(I still think about you, I still think about you)
Like a knife in my back, but I don't feel so bad
(I still think about you, I still think about you)
No I don't feel so bad
No I don't feel so bad
(I still think about you, I still think about you)
Keep the knife right in my back
I promise that it won't last