Wordless Night Video (MV)

Yo, welcome to the changed up tempo
Y'all listening because I'm on f*cking limbo
But I can't take it, can't make myself that low
So we're stuck in this mode

Finally working on this shit since at least 3 months
Meanwhile, my f*cking ratings f*cking suck
If this is me sober, I'd hate to see me drunk
Rapping while I'm drunk, vomiting and on drugs

I realized I'm garbage, I'm f*cking stagnating
Call me a thoughtful NEET cuz I do nothing but just ruminating
And the roommating is taking a toll on me
Death is my roommate. With him, I'm hanging

I feel like I'm Bill Murray
Groundhog's day except for me? Reality
Wake up, work, sleep, repeat
No wonder after three years I'm wishing for relief

I can't go to my friends, I don't them to worry
Can't go to my family, it would end up in a flurry
Can't go to therapy, I don't got the money
I'm better off giving a shotgun a blowie

I hate the evil thinking, but what else can I do
Be Fallout 4, salvation at my door with a "How are you"
Man, f*ck that shit

And now I'm at a word-less night
With my blanket, like a noose, man, it holds me tight

And now I'm at a word-less night
With my blanket, like a noose, man, it holds me tight

Sorry if you hear this while you're in Austin
Finally got this privacy that I'm lost in
You got your week and now I got mine
Just venting on this because I don't know why

Call me Misterioso because I'm a f*cking Enigma
Spending money on Figmas, instead of treating my Ligma

Man, call me Zipper Man because I got some Sticky Fingers
Potential girls linger, I'm a hopeless romantic in the body of a swinger

And now I'm at a word-less night
With my blanket, like a noose, man, it holds me tight

And now I'm at a word-less night
With my blanket, like a noose, man, it holds me tight

Man I'm f*cking stuck with all the thoughts in my head
Man, I wish I was dead, I'm tired of all of the dread
And the shit that I'm dealing on this at the end of the thread
I'm tired of the life where I fight with all my might
And the end of the night, I'll never see the light