I sit in my room all by myself
Lost in my own world
Who can I blame am I at fault
And there was a time when I was strong
I could carry the waste I made
Now it's caught up to me it's all caught up to me
My thoughts are strewn like flies in a jar
Anguish clouds my mind
Don't want it no more no not anymore
All these burdens in my head consume control
All the torment that I dread it stains my soul
Fuels the hatred that I shed my God save me
Take these burdens from my head now
Don't wanna believe what is inside of me
Cannot make this go away
I live in the past it's haunting me
There's no one to blame can I be saved
Am I damned for eternity
I pay for my sins they're burning me
My thoughts are strewn like flies in a jar
Anguish clouds my mind
Don't want it no more no not anymore
All these burdens in my head consume control
All the torment that I dread it stains my soul
Fuels the hatred that I shed my God save me
Take these burdens from my head now
Don't wanna believe what is inside of me
Cannot make this go away
I live in the past it's haunting me
And there was a time when I was strong
I could carry the waste I made
Now it's caught up to me it's all caught up to me
All these burdens in my head consume control
All the torment that I dread it stains my soul
Fuels the hatred that I shed my God save me
Take these burdens from my head now