Lose It Video (MV)

I ain't improving
Bitch I'm boutta lose it
Not sure how I'm doing
But I think I'm losing
Ready for a bruising
It gets hard to do this
When your heads a nuisance
Like how the f*ck do it
Jealousy my best friend
I'm at a dead end
But I still full send
Got too much to hold in
You said I'd be golden
But there's nothing now
I'm folding
My sense of pride I sold it
Beaten up it's worse I'm swollen
In the deep end
It does not depend
Soul ready for reaping
Now your body seeps in
It'll creep in
And it ain't never leaving
So your never even
I don't start I just crash
Torn apart now I lash
All around in a dash
That's why nothing ever lasts
Many homes are in the room
But I'm alone in my own gloom
In my zone till I'm all fumes
There's no light there's no moon
Same old cycle every time
Feel me fade through every line
So depraved I can't get by
My own waves are venomized
But it's never televised
I'm so used to telling lies
In my head I fell inside
It was never well advised
How the hell I get so frail
I don't know how I've prevailed
So many people wish me well
But my dreams in a wishing well
Growing mold cause this gets stale
I'm so cold I'm getting pale
Sometimes I feel so small
I think I can get inhaled
What the f*ck is a wake up call
When you don't want to wake up
Think I'm starting to break up doll
You can go ahead and play dumb
I'm so down yet I'll stay up
No one around can pray enough
I'm astounded I say this stuff
I've found that it makes it rough
My head always under water
My heart is already slaughtered
My mind? Man don't even bother
Is that a sign it's getting harder
Used to be a people's person
Now they use me as a burden
More things to be concerned with
I always sting I can't revert it
This feeling it's hard to word it
Conceal it and now I'm burning
Oh my god it's never worth it
Oh my god it's never worth it
F*ck everything I think I'm done
F*ck everything I think that I'm done
F*ck everything I think that I'm done
I'm done