Feelin The Same Video (MV)

Shit ain't been feeling the same
I've been told that I'm doing my thang
But my actions are not what you claim
Ain't get time like I'm not in the game
Can't recline till I feel no more shame
I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins
Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain
By the time I blow up i'll be exploded
Say that I need to grow up you think I don't notice?
You know I've been so stuck can't even focus
On the scale I see no luck starting to thank that I broke it
Haunted by myself so my homies I ghost
Ain't ask for help shit I ain't even spoke
Say what is felt then I'm doing the most
No one can tell that I'm going through woes
Go with the flow can't do it no more
Been trying to sow won't repair the lows
That's how it goes took too many blows
No one even knows won't spray like a hose
Shit ain't been feeling the same
I've been told that I'm doing my thang
But my actions are not what you claim
Ain't get time like I'm not in the game
Can't recline till I feel no more shame
I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins
Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain
Shit ain't been feeling the same
I've been told that I'm doing my thang
But my actions are not what you claim
Ain't get time like I'm not in the game
Can't recline till I feel no more shame
I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins
Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain
I've been holding in
I broke down got consoled again
No joke now need to hold a friend
Ain't spoke out so here we again
Lashing out they don't deserve it
Now I'm my friends biggest burden
Crashed and reach the verdict
That I don't receive learning
Therapy is there for me
But I won't change less I bare the beast
In range but I'm prepared for grief
Maintain that I won't care for me
Go to work feeling so depressed
Can't show I'm hurt it's on my chest
In the dirt that's my form of rest
I never skirt I'm performing less
Only show now is my smile
At least I'm going out in style
Holy Ghost spirit can't be dialed
What I chose I ran these miles
Wish I had a redemption arc
My dread put me in the dark
My head always loves to harp
Even bread can't push a start
I done bled been torn apart
In the red that's where my heart
Goes to bed permanent scar
Nothing said cause its too hard
I can't change
Lost in my brain
Can't hear what you say
Can't hear what you say
I can't change
Lost in my brain
Can't hear what you say
Shit ain't been feeling the same
I've been told that I'm doing my thang
But my actions are not what you claim
Ain't get time like I'm not in the game
Can't recline till I feel no more shame
I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins
Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain
Shit ain't been feeling the same
I've been told that I'm doing my thang
But my actions are not what you claim
Ain't get time like I'm not in the game
Can't recline till I feel no more shame
I got no spine I'm surprised I got veins
Say I'm gone shine I can't see the gain