Don't Wanna Get Up Video (MV)

You don't wanna get up
Baby for a second just let up
You could chill with me it's better
But you shouldn't get up
You don't wanna get up
Baby for a second just let up
You could chill with me it's better
But you shouldn't get up
I keep going back and forth but I still seem lost
Push this weight till it comes back like a see saw
But the weight ain't balanced everything seems off
Going up like a skeeball then back down on the ground
Looking like a b-ball
I repeat till I get weak or I'm at my peak
The highs can't be beat
While my lows come at me
It's hard to stomach it
Till I'm already plummeting
Feel like someone's telling me to stay
I really wanna go but it won't get out my way
Got my feet up in the snow rather have it blaze
I'm afraid it's hard to change my mind is a maze
I'm stuck in a feeling wish I felt amazing
A sense of worth the only thing I'm craving
Been like this for years so I guess there's no saving
Try to look inside only see my demons waving
Please don't push me I'm already on the edge
That shit is for real furthest thing from alleged
Wish I could just heal getting dangled off a ledge
Don't invest in my funds at all like a hedge
Wish it would go away
Feel like it's here to stay
Is there no other way
Here in my bed I lay
I don't want war
Here comes an encore
This all an eyesore
Please I don't want more
I don't want war
Here comes an encore
This all an eyesore
Please I don't want more
You don't wanna get up
Baby for a second just let up
You could chill with me it's better
But you shouldn't get up
You don't wanna get up
Baby for a second just let up
You could chill with me it's better
But you shouldn't get up
Been on a spiral for a while been going down
I got way more anxiety to go around
But that means no trying me I'll hold it down
Pacing up and down the aisle all cold around
I don't know what I want no more
Do I need fulfillment
Maybe what I really need now
Is to feel shit
I don't need to see the crown
That image tilted
Thing about my demons is I'm
The one that built it
Wish that I could kill this
Suffocating feeling
Either way I'm dealing
With it by sealing
My mouth shut
And don't forget my mind
I'm now struck
But on the surface looking fine
I'm down luck
And I'm running out of time
Ain't found ya
And that seems like a crime
But around love
I can finally see the shine
Feel like someone in my ear
Telling me to stay here
Just lie down when in fear
Then it'll disapeear
I gave into that notion
Drank all the potion
Wasn't what I was hoping
Now I'm feeling hopeless
Can't give myself flowers
Takes way my power
Till I'm more sour
I just wanna cower
Under the lime light
Until the times right
That means forever
I can never find light
Where is my hind sight
At a point where there's no saving
Please let me go I'm gonna cave in
There's no new start that I'm paving
My true self is never awakened
At a point where there's no saving
Please let me go I'm gonna cave in
There's no new start that I'm paving
My true self is never awakened
You don't wanna get up
Baby for a second just let up
You could chill with me it's better
But you shouldn't get up
You don't wanna get up
Baby for a second just let up
You could chill with me it's better
But you shouldn't get up