Past years a few dots I connected
Realizing what I speak is what I'm manifesting
Fell out with my uncle we ain't even texting
How many times I gotta tell you that we blood connected
Tired of reaching out favor and exchanged
We too old to be playing games
Growing up we was one in the same
I wear my heart on my sleeve
Tell every girl I meet she got the chance to leave
I don't want you to see me soon as I start to bleed
Soon as we stop working out you blast me on your feed
My heart of gold and I gotta protect it
Money, fame, cars I don't need it just add it's collectives
All I really need is my mind, body and soul
I'm going all in nobody coming in my zone
Tell me what you feeling baby how you holding up
The homie Jesse Philly hit me up genuine love
Just wanted you to know and to let you know that it's love
Sometimes when people crashing out they just needed a hug
You know it's pure love that's on everything that I love
I ain't panic not even once
Father God he be in my thoughts can't nobody create this spark
I've been writing now for some years
Been out the studio so long it almost made me shed a tear
This my passion my career it ain't destiny that I fear
It's the simple fact of letting people down and it's weird cause this is my life
These my trials and tribulations and my right
But never my will
Only God's will and if it's meant to be it will appear
I'm all eyes and ears
The universe only grant you things when you least expect it
The only choice you really got is that you have to let it
Everybody got vices and we ain't never checked it
Check on your loved ones and not just when they on they deathbed
Creature of habit word to mama I've been dealing with some drama
Don't even want to talk about it Innovative still creative
I live with this presented you by yours truly the initiate
Yea
If I die tonight
Will you remember me
Innovative Initiate