I can feel it coursing through me
My body heaving for a taste of air
My mind ripped open to a new reality
Everything escapes me in this spell
The walls closing around me
My bliss, my cell
In the night when I call out
In my dreams
There's never a f*ckin' answer
There's never any f*ckin' peace
The demons that posses me
Promise ecstasy
The monkey on my back
Waits for his attack
Stumbling through my days
My body craving the decay
In the night when I call out
In my dreams
There's never a f*ckin' answer
There's never any f*ckin' peace
In the darkness alone I lie
I sit waiting for something real
Lying on the floor with my head
Spinning all around my heart beating
The only sound
I raise my head and fall again
My eyes blank to the world around me
Reaching in but no one's there