Montii V - PUBLIC ENEMY ONE Lyrics

I been livin' with a broken heart
But I'm tryna forgive
Said it is what it is, the way of the game
Figured hurting me could help you live
Man these streets too cold
Left on your own
If you go out your way tryna give
Why I'm antisocial, act like a nigga don't know you
Did what you did
Feelings fadin' away
From all of them times
I was forced to push loved ones away
Drugs got me feelin' a way
Lungs failin' on me, while I'm chain smokin' every day
I been lookin' for help for some months
Every time like they don't hear me callin'
Got a brother that I threw the rope
He got to the top, pushed me off
Left me fallin'
Can't put faith in a bitch these days
Cause they finna do what they doin' regardless
You would think, you treat her like a queen
You could be the king, bitch treat you like garbage
Tears formin' every time I'm reminiscin'
Feelin' pain when I get nostalgia
Years feelin like I'm out my body
Dead man walkin', why I'm not a star yet
Wanna run away, run away
But my purpose is bigger than me
Got some people that I gotta shit on
Got some people dependin' on me
It been Montii V verse Montii Million
Sometimes, don't know who I wanna be
All these times I play the villain
Not the hero they think I should be
So don't hit me when you need some savin'
For the people that did me wrong
I don't want apologies, f*ck is they sayin
For the lies they told so long
Done left me conflicted, love ones who betrayed him
How could I balance all of this stress, inside I'm a mess
Done ran outta patience
So don't hit me when you needin' love
I was fightin' depression
They came around, givin' lessons
Backstab just because
Made me smarter and shit, but be hard cause
Who started this shit, it ain't how
Where it was
Public enemy, I'm number one
What I've become
Enemy one
Public enemy one
Number one
I'm still number one
Not the two
Lil bitch, I'm the one
Tryna play me, you gotta be kiddin'
I done seen it before
Really studyin' the art of war
So shit, I ain't trippin'
Don't get shit outta gettin' emotional
Matter fact
I could coach you
What to do when they all think they know you
Just say f*ck it
Pop out, lemme show you
Tell em', I'm big Montii V, yeah it's nice nice to meet
Mr. PourMyPainOutOnnaBeat
Mr. NeverLackin'
Always tints on the V
Mr. I'mTheOneAllTheseBitchesWannaSee
Mr. SheWithHerNiggaButThinkin'BoutMe
Mr. PutYaBitchOnDVD
Mr. WhipTheRAV4LikeAnAMG
Mr. ShutEm'TheF*ckUpEveryTimeISpeak
Sayin' f*ck being humble, not even a choice
This for every time, ain't have a voice
For them times they was sleep on the boy
Tell em' wake the f*ck up
Cause now can't kill the noise
Ain't stoppin till they all dead , all on the floor
Give my all, can niggas really ask for more
Tryna ball, get these f*ck niggas off my court
Y'all treat backdoorin' like sport
Seen my bro go, tried to eat off my plate
Woulda gave it to him if he showed some support
Seen my old bitch run back to her ex
No sympathy, show no remorse
Might not ever let em' in again
Never ever do that shit again
Think it's better that I just pretend
That it's all gon work out in the end
But still I wanna run away
Still I wanna run away
Let it all fade away
Don't know who I wanna be
Are they still believin' in me
Don't know who I wanna