Monoglitch - The Engineer Lyrics

I find it best to let go
I feel my best when hollow
Hurt everyone I know
I just don't care if nothing follows
Each night feel I'm going cheap
And I loose track of what I need
I guess this night is on repeat
How do I break away from me?
Each night go from cheap to free
Each time loose track of what I need
I guess this night is on repeat
How do I break away from?

Take a short rest, take a deep breath
Feeling so stressed, every time I face the world I feel I'm being tested
I press my head, intense, and do my best to dispense the nonsense
Hence my stance, defensive and violent
Can't help but detest, to balance out the madness
I'm not the same I always change
I'm never what I portray
They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
And if that's so I'm f*cking unstoppable
But I gotta re-arrange my body parts
So you could never see my scars

I find it best to let go
I feel my best when hollow
Hurt everyone I know
I just don't care if
Just don't care

Sometimes I take some time for me
And listen to the words I speak
I always seem to have the need
To try and fix what broke
I cannot find, always go blind
Guessing in time I'll find a way to pay no mind
I guess I'm stuck this way
Whatever broke in me
I write custom guidelines, on how to get by
I think I'm alright
Whatever broke in me
Whatever thing broke inside of me
Has made me into the man you see

Anger building up inside
No longer can I try to hide
And every face's an enemy
I'll kill you before you kill me
Anger building up inside
No longer can I try to hide
And every face's an enemy
I'll kill you before you

Don't say you understand a thing
I'm incomprehensive
Don't say you feel the way I feel
Cause I can't feel anything
Don't say you understand a thing
I'm incomprehensive
Don't say you feel the way I feel
Cause I can't feel a goddamn thing