In this world of shadows I'm just a silhouette
Lost in the maze trying to forget
In this chaotic world I'm just a lost soul
Fighting demons every day trying to keep control
Nothing to lose but the weight's so heavy
Searching for solace just to keep steady
Give me a hit let me chase that high
In a haze of smoke let my troubles fly
Broken heart shattered dreams it's a constant theme
But in this chemical embrace at least I feel seen
Survival's the game but it's a lonely ride
Caught in this cycle nowhere to hide
Born in the wrong place feeling like trash
But in the arms of drugs I find a flash
A fleeting moment where I can smile
In this world of pain just for a while
I'm just a speck in this vast expanse
No silver lining just a twisted dance
What's the point of it all when the world's so cruel?
Caught in this storm drowning in the pool
Needle in my vein pills on my tongue
Temporary relief till the next song's sung
I'm screaming inside but nobody hears
Lost in the echoes of my own fears
Scars on my heart etched deep in my soul
Every love lost taking its toll
Ride or die that's the motto I live by
In this game of life just trying to get by
So I'll keep chasing that fleeting high
In the smoke-filled rooms under the night sky
Broken battered but I'll keep the fight
In this trap of emotions searching for light
Survival's the game but it's a lonely ride
Caught in this cycle nowhere to hide
Born in the wrong place feeling like trash
But in the arms of drugs I find a flash
A fleeting moment where I can smile
In this world of pain just for a while