Modern Violence - St. Gregory Lyrics

The night was cold when I touched down in Rocky
All my fears were gone the moment I saw family
What do I make of all of this
Filled up with hope and sedatives
Then we walked the quarter mile to St. Gregory's

And the dark was filled with colors of the winter sky
And it always makes me feel like I'm the one who's losing time

My faith was gone when I arrived in Rocky
And that feeling left when we passed sight St. Lucie
Tear out my eyes when I should leave
Martyr me slowly soft and sweet
Then put me on a boat back home to save me

And it always feels like losing when we say goodbye
When I should let this deliver me and stay here for a while
And the pain of understanding is a mess to make it right
But the space between is left alone this time

Couldn't really tell if the pain was right
I wanted to feel fine
Wanted to go out and change my mind
A sedentary life
Couldn't really tell if the pain was right
I wanted to feel fine
Wanted to go out and change this life
But it always is a mess to mess to mess to make it
Right when you're losing
Time feels like losing
The pain of understanding
Always is a mess to mess to mess to make it right