Modern Violence - Good Friend Lyrics

Yeah, I think I'm a good man
And I'm doing my part in my father's eyes
And my brother's my best friend
But he's drinking in my backseat calling me out
He said, "you should've come home more
Yeah, you should've at least said you want me around
But I think you're a good friend
But you're freaking me out"

'Cause I'll be drinking in the back seat until you figure me out
Wish I could come up with a reason for all the guilt I found
For all the guilt I found

'Cause I've been saying for years now
"You just give me some time I'll be coming around"
Try the end of the season
But I gotta admit that I wouldn't come down
Because you couldn't afford me
Yeah, I doubt you could even make it worth my while
But you should know that I love you
You just waste my time

'Cause I'll be drinking in the back seat until you figure me out
Wish I could come up with a reason for all the guilt I found
For all the guilt I found

'Cause I'll be talking by your gravesite
With all the regular things in life
Oh, I'll be making my amends right
When I get some time
Oh, maybe in this next life
I'll find a reason I can hide behind
Oh, maybe in this next life
I'll find some time

'Cause I'll be drinking in the back seat until you figure me out
Wish I could come up with a reason for all the guilt I found
For all the guilt I found

'Cause I'll be acting like I'm over it when this is what I want
Wish I could come up with a reason for all the guilt I cause
All the guilt I cause