Stay strong with me, my baby, I'll keep you safe
Im just gonna keep breathing for my little brothers
They are in home saying
"Hey, look at my bro mom, he is doing it for us mom"
I'm a fake-smile pretty f*cker, but in my head I have a load gun
And im tryna hold on but I wanna blow on
I don't want a f*cking audi I just wanna feel less lonely
Please little baby come and hold me
She don't wanna know me
Everybody think's they know me
'Cause they saw my instagran storie
F*ck you, isn't that lovely?
F*ck you, isn't that lovely?
Losing friends
And losing home
I feel alone i miss my mom
I'm on the road of no self love
I have the money, I have the drugs
I have it all but im so numb
I have a god size hole
Put in my head another shot
For every heart that I've been broke
Oh man this room is gonna blow
For all the silence that I bought
Yeah, I'm so f*cking lost
I need my dad to wake me up
Am i a ghost? or just a sinner?
Cause I'm burning up and leavin'
My soul is out the door
I'm with the cigars and the coke
I never wanted to feel alone
And now I'm choking with my thoughts
I feel like a toy without a childs love
'Around me is disarming
Tomorrow I'll be flying
I mean, I'll be f*cking dying
Cause I'm so f*cking tired
I never wanted to be here
I never wanted to be here
And someday I will make it
Someday baby I'll be lit
Someday I will buy a house for you and me
For you and me, yeah
And when I'm gone
You will see my body
Laying in the sea
Oh you don't want my life
You don't wanna be like me