Feelings Video (MV)

Why the f*ck everybody keep f*cking with me?
Why they gotta start with me, why they envy?
911, man it's a call for urgency
Been dealing with problems to be honest this shit is hurting me
My nigga
Stuck in my ways
Sometimes I feel alone stuck in a daze
I feel like my feelings running in place
They all around my brain and I'm tryna give it to bass
Bassline in my prime, till' I blow it's only matter of time
And I feel like I'm Lebron in the
4th quarter, the game is on the line
I gotta hit the three, and damn we running outta time, besides
I don't know why these people keep on f*cking with me
Bothering me, Ima do what I wanna do
And f*ck who don't think I'm changing for the better
You always see who with you through the stormy weather
Were we ever together, do you know what's better?
Were we ever together, do you know what's better?
I don't know why these people keep on messing with me
Bothering me
Ima do what I wanna do
Why y'all keep wasting your time talking to me
I'm promising
We gone make it do what it do
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders
Feel like I'm understanding more as I get older
I feel like my thoughtz have been drafted out a folder
I feel that beauty's in the eye of the beholder
I feel like some shit been making me lose my focus
Feel
Or feel like everything y'all care about is bogus
To be honest y'all can miss me with that hocus pocus
Eurocentric bullshit that y'all niggas cherish as tokens
I told em'
I'm focus, I'm on it
Please don't bother me at the moment
I got a plan you see and I don't care if you condone it
Aye one more time
I said, I'm focus
Said, I told em I'm on it
Please don't bother me at the moment
I got a plan you see and I don't care of you condone
Cause' cause' we own it
I don't know why these people keep on messing with me
Bothering me
Ima do what I wanna do
Why y'all keep wasting your time talking to me
I'm promising
We gone make it do what it do
No, no, no, no
No, no , no
People thinking they knowing what's best for me especially when they don't even know they self
I've been always tryna find my destiny wrestling pains they ain't even know I felt
Like that time when my mom was crying, stepdad had put it to her temple and that nigga aimed for her death
She ran out the room, scared for her life
Crying of fear that she was dying and the family they was no help
They calling my momma crazy, saying they she was lying
Now I was younger I had to talk to my self
Like,"why the f*ck was my momma crying"?
"Ain't no way she could be lying an obviously that's bad for her health"
And maybe that's why she was smoking Newports
Took my father out of the youth courts
Was it all from the pain that she felt?
They run us crazy about the church
But we ain't see not perks
But it was pain that we felt, so the pain that we dealt with
No, no, no, no, no
No, no, no
I'm just to different, I'm out of the norm
Momma knew this every since the day that I was born
I'm the glue to the family that always been torn
Now I write this poetry I feel like I'm reborn
I smoke a little weed, just like momma newports
Become a better me, f*ck yo bleacher report
Im out of they league, decide to take, get back whats mine
F*ck yo theory, I used to feel everyone else's needs
Do what made them happy
Now I decide to look inside of me
To see what I am proud of
To see what I wanna become
Momma this your oldest son
Fighting demons don't need them guns
I know that I'm the chosen one
I told you Im the chosen one
Now I fight with my pen and pad like a gun
And it's only just begun
I told y'all motherf*ckers I'm the one