Don't Judge Me Now ! // i get mad at myself* Video (MV)

[Understanding
It's hard as f*ck, existing's exhausting, right Padilla?
Collected my thoughts like
I connected the dots.. I--
Scattered the plots.. it turned to chaos
Good traits.. to a fault, but at what cost?
And am I worth it or not?
I got so many knots and I cannot
Got so many thoughts and I can't stop
I'm Going thru the bends, I'm in the deep end
Everything's f*cked, the world's gonna end
Friends can lend a hand, these texts, should I send?
I don't know.. All my thoughts have been penned
And I'm tired--
I'm tired of writing about being pressed
My mood always swings, yes I guess it depends
Yeah, it depends, it depends
I know it f*cking depends
Hero complex, but What should come next?
What if I'm the problem? Gotta solve it, I guess
It's like, it's like
You are who you need to be
You don't need to be anyone else
Who you wanna be, you'll be
Just wait and see, uh, Patiently
Not all things come so fast
Just stay at ease
And stop hating on me
Stop hating yourself, just do as you please
What you need is what you need
Right now
And What you want, what you want, maybe will come around
What you need is what you need
Right now
And What you want, what you want, maybe will come around