That night was bigger than the mess we made
And I thought I'd really stay around
I died when you told me how you felt that day
Said I won't like how you're living now
And mama told me to never say things that I don't mean
But I throw away words til they get worse and it haunts me, yeah
Cause if they're just words, then it wouldn't hurt just to call me
But some things - they can never be defined
Wish I was better at apologies
Or any good at making you unsad
I'm sorry that I'm not a better me
And I take it back
We stayed out later than the bills we owed
You told me, one day this would all be worth our weight in gold
I blamed you for all the things I should've known
I can't believe I watched you leave and just let it go