MNYS - i liked you better before you were on hinge Lyrics

Lying to myself all of the time
Trying to pretend that I'm doing just fine
It always comes out in the worst way
Try to fall asleep but the daylight finds me
Are we right here? Are we slipping away?
Are we just old bones that need to decay
Oh I - I don't know you're just spreading me thin
I try making it work but I just can't win

It's funny how things, they never go the way I planned in my head

Maybe this is not for us
I'm not one to keep in touch
Trust me, you're not losing much
I don't like who I've become, you know where I'm coming from

This was never really what I wanted
Maybe my reality is haunted
Wish I could erase all my flaws
At least I'm being honest
Can we take it back to where it started?
Swear to God I really try my hardest
Don't know if I could listen to the silence
At least I'm being honest