My conscious fails me every time
It always tells me nothing
I just wanna feel alive, and not so numb
Am I f*cking dumb?
Everyone around me
Shrouded in a cloak of misery
I wish their pain could go away
But things are not that simple
I miss when shit was simple
And so complicated
Now I wake every morning
Reminiscing bout the past
Smoking gas helps a little
But I still feel like shit
Balling hard in the paint
Might just faint, my heart is tainted