Mixed Matches - Dark Lyrics

I really wanna say sorry
For what I did
Cause it doesn't make me
And I want to
Just tell you
But you won't face me

And I think you're quick to just say your regard
And I think you won't
Leave a thread or a mark
And whether the time
Seems to faze me
I'll remember everything

Cause i could depend on what i know
And i could have had a shot at hope
And whether it's all you try
And you know what's next
Well I don't want to and I don't want this

And you could hang on this
And watch from beneath
As I lose grip
And lose me

Cause you got a lot
Into me
And I'll
Say between
The place
That I'm at
It's dark
For me

And your trying to tell me
That you're already past it
When you say I'm a bastard
Maybe I already know

Whether it all comes from me I think
That you could be here in the end
That I could be what you want
But that's not how it was yet

What do you want
I want to feel home
And where I fall
It's better shown
That I could try my best to be clear
But I don't want to be here

Cause i could depend on what i know
And i could have had a shot at hope
And whether it's all you try
And you know what's next
Well I don't want to and I don't want this

And you could hang on this
And watch from beneath
As I lose grip
And lose me

Cause you got a lot
Into me
And I'll
Say between
The place
That I'm at
It's dark
For me