Can I just enjoy my life like I used too
The daily grind is the opposite of youthful
I'm going blind from these dilated pupils
With no divide I just find myself neutral
Stuck inside writing rhymes for approval
They're all mine and my God said be fruitful
But Caroline will not sign our renewal
Out of line eviction sign for removal
I would cry, but I drank up all my tears
I learned to coincide with the evil you all fear
They taught me how to ride a bicycle with no gears
The father of my suicide I would soon revere
I no longer wanna write if it starts with dear
The letters only remind my mind of those years
Take another bite out of both of my ears
Hit me one more time, I'm your Britney's spears bitch
Westside, suicide, emo-tronic
Christian, sex addict, so ironic
Bipolar, all night, it's obnoxious
Much older, still high, and accomplished
Call the ambulance
You know were in for it
It's gonna be a night with you
There are levels to this game you are all beginner
The only way to maintain and become a winner
Is to retain all the pain eat it up for dinner
You wanna bang I suggest you go and load the trigger
You all want fame, but you don't wanna work
You all complain bout the company you serve
Corporate slave don't those office whips hurt
You never see day when the secretary flirts
Cause we get stuck inside relationships
Just so we can f*ck, but we don't give a shit
I'm on the run from a from a lustful generation
They come with fun take away your frustrations
But I'm a bipolar sex addicted christian
So every time I pray ironically I give in
I make mistakes and still you will forgive them
Will you take your grace bring me to remission
Westside, suicide, emo-tronic
Christian, sex addict, so ironic
Bipolar, all night, it's obnoxious
Much older, still high, and accomplished
Call the ambulance
You know were in for it
It's gonna be a night with you