Sipping from this poison
That's confined my consciousness
I beg to decipher
What it means to feel alive
From my past mistakes and future
Yet to be unraveled
I give myself the chance to breathe
Once again
I gave everything I've had
So many times
It's not exhausted but it's
Hard on my health
The past three years
I've completely realized
Patience is a virtue
And I'm guided by a
Blind missile
Becoming buried by all the things that
Never serve a purpose for my well being
Eliminate the mold
Spread your wings and fly
To a place
Defined as your paradise
Subtly suffering
Lay all your worry to waste
What does it mean to burn your place in time
I've started mine
Patiently
Waiting for my turn to jump