Manic Upswings Video (MV)

I want to wake up

From the rattlesnake nightmare

I've been living

If you could even call this living

Living without you



I betray myself this time of night

Why am I like this?

Maybe it's because I'm too afraid to face

My reality without you

Reality without you



I looked for you in every bottle

And still couldn't find you

I pray for you in downward spirals

I never could figure you out

Never could figure you out



Year after year you drifted away

Off in the distance

Silently adjusting

Your way out of my life



I looked for you in every bottle

And still couldn't find you

My pentagram my holy bible

I never could figure you out



I see you in psychotic daydreams

And still never knew you

You send me into manic upswings

I never could figure you out

Never could figure you out