Mindless Escape - Defying Grace Lyrics

I've been waiting for some grace
But you chased It all away
I thought that you would be the one
But I was wrong
I sang the love I sang the hate
And somehow they just felt the same
I wish that I could have done more
For you, my love
I've been holding you to me
God only knows what all that meant
I cannot ask to have you back
I just can't stand
All the lies now I see
All this time waiting here
You'll never get how I felt
And that's too much

Too much for an ordinary man
Too much for me to understand, again
I should have known you weren't meant to be mine
I only wish that now you're fine

Please drag me to the edge of the cliff
Cause I should not dive into the deep
Cause Heavy Hearts
Always sink first
Close your eyes and make a wish
And I would grow my pair of gill
Cause Heavy Hearts
Always sink first

You count the words that I said
I count the daggers in my back
Win or lose don't make much sense
Now that we're here
And if your eyes will shed a tear
I just want to make it clear
All I needed was a sign
From you, my love
I will cherish with your name
Every second every frame
Doesn't matter what they'll say
I know exactly who we were
Enchanted, ripped and tortured souls
Seeking for love or even a life's blow
Who found a shelter from this world
In something more

Way stronger than a single stroke
It could have caged the demons down our throat
So deeply wrong it could have saved our lives
That's why the hell now I'm not fine
Not fine, not even fine
Not goddamn fine

Please drag me to the edge of the cliff
Cause I should not dive into the deep
Cause Heavy Hearts
Always sink first
Close your eyes and make a wish
And I would grow my pair of gill
Cause Heavy Hearts
Always sink first

This is my goodbye
This is my goodbye
This is my goodbye
And now you stand by your side
This is my goodbye
This is my goodbye
This is my goodbye
And now I stand by my side