Minatz - CuziLostYou Lyrics

I don't know how to say this
But my hearts been hurting
Every single time I think about us
When we was talking on the phone all night
My heart let you in I didn't understand why
But I didn't question it I just Wanted happiness and your heart
Nothing less but you started Stressin it
Causing me to overthink leadin me to depression and
All the lies you said
On your Phone I'm stuck on read
Echos in my head telling me I Should be dead
Askin all these questions while Im layin in my bed
Drinking Hennessy so I don't Have to relive all the pain
I've been going crazy I've been Going insane
Eyes all around me judging sayin that I'm okay
But eventually I know one day I will fade
So I
I was never addicted to drinking All these bottles
Now Im Mixin percs and xannie In my bottles
I used to smoke Swishers and I used to smile
I used to trap and made all hella dollars
I don't really know what Happened
I thought we had something Special
I thought we would gonna last But
You switched up
WHY
FUCK
It's been a couple of months and your name comes on my phone
Has Been a while but your name changes my tone
Asking stupid question like shit about the snow
Talking laughing and smiling like she didn't break my bones
Thinking of times when I had you in my arms
You used to say shit like "you
Could do no harm"
Hoping begging and praying that no one does you wrong
When I said I'd ride or die you said you'd tag along
Memories flowing down a river slapping
Back and fourth
Memories that are damned but they're askin me for more
But your words still effect me and they hurt me to the core
I said what I said and it left you pretty sore
Now that I moved on I had to pull the cord
So I leave you behind and I close the door
Pretend your weren't mine and I pretend I wasn't yours
Tragic ending for our fairy tale that's how it ends
So I act like I'm happy but I can no longer pretend
I wish you all the best and I hope your content
But your no longer in my life and I'm no longer hellbent