Mimi Barks - DISGUSTED Lyrics

Everytime you say I love you,
I can see resentment in your eyes

Our souls intertwined
Your past nothing like mine
Energy flows and resides S
Mother your heart like it's mine
I self-sabotage
This is how I'm designed
I hate, I love myself
A toxic love like mine

So come absorb my bad habits
Don't waste more time
I know that it's sad
But it's all just a lie
Can't wake up what's dead eh
You're tripping on heights
I feast off your sweetness
Leave nothing behind

Inside's like a carcass
You're wasting your time
I'm covered in cobwebs and drowning in lies
When you hurt, I hurt
I get off when you cry
My brain's so twisted
Yours is in constant denial

Use me, kill me like a homicide
If it ain't love leave it undefined
Can't feel the now, I left myself behind
When I elaborate, you override

Back off now
Everything we are makes me so disgusted
I lied cause
I don't really know what actual love feels like
We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for

Gave blood for
All those words we said, I can't overwrite it
It's too late to make it work somehow
All the things we sacrifice
And I know that I'm right
Cause I'm singeing my soulmate

Reach for your hand in the dark
Necrophilia, you're f*cking with my heart
Dry ice in my veins but you want me regardless
Better stay away cause I don't want to harm us

I stagnate where you fight
Turn to stone when you cry
Let go coz I surrendered miles back
Where I left you behind

Call me a thousand names
But it's never mine
It's too late to work it out
To rewind

Now I can't touch your body like you want me to
You can use my body but it won't comfort you
Cuts right through me when you say I ain't good for you
Why don't you find someone new
Someone who treats you like you deserve it
You know that we're f*cked but you swerve it
The feeling's dead but you preserve it
It's over, I don't know how to word it

Back off now
Everything we are makes me so disgusted
I lied cause
I don't really know what actual love feels like

We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for
Gave blood for
All those words we said, I can't overwrite it
It's too late to make this work somehow
All the things we sacrifice
And I know that I'm right
Cause I'm singeing my soulmate"