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Dear M
I wrote you a letter
It'll be eight years and seven months this December
And it's been so long since I've wanted to talk
About everything happening since you have been gone like
We've all come of age, Josh is married now, Judd and Anna's engaged
Jeffrey and Jorel are always working for days
While Justin and Alexis have being doing ok yeah
Carlo found him a home, you would've really liked her she's a beautiful soul
And Valentine's been busy making weight for the show
Flashy with a smile you'd be so proud of him yo
And Bryan moved out to college
Mom and Dad are fine
You'd be proud of your daughters
And I just want you to know
You've always been the light that's been guiding us home

I've been meaning to say this but I guess I've lost my mind
So I wrote this down in case I'm out of time
That when I'm lost and I can't find my way at night
You'll be my light

I can't explain how much we miss you
Every holiday we set a plate in case you come through
Oh somebody get me my phone, the twins are at it drunkenly singing their songs
And the rooms filled with laughter, from Uncle Madison's retelling of last year
And I've been dodging the questions
Yeah I've been dodging the questions
Well, I watched my world burn brightly
I moved back from California to a city that forgot me
And I pushed everyone away
When all I really needed was a little bit of space
I've been feeling so lost
Trapped inside my head with the loudest of my thoughts
But I've been just fine, don't know where I'm headed but I've been...

I've been meaning to say this but I guess I've lost my mind
So I wrote this down in case I'm out of time
That when I'm lost and I can't find my way at night
You'll be my light

Rain oh rain oh won't you go away
Come back another cloudy day
Even though I think I've lost my mind
With you I know that i'll be fine