Outro Video (MV)

My drive
Been Going
No where

And
No one
Will ever understand

I'm high
But low
Below I find
The hopes I built
And broke
Tryna' save my peace of mind

But my girl a dime
And I know she fine
And them wine nights
Be so Devine

But lately I been feeling like an addict for the thrill
I don't try to pop them pills
But it's better than me feeling
Like a dropout
With the need of finding a reason
Of why I'll go down
Why my brain be doing this to me
I try to slow down
But I don't be feeling the same no more
No more

Is it heart that I'm lacking
Because my blood pressure rising
I sometimes feel like I'm dying
But sometimes feel like I'm flying
I be trying
I be crying
And I'm biting
And I'm rhyming
I'm a monster
I'm bipolar
Always feel like I'm declining
These one liners
They Don't matter
If you're not in all the chatter
And these verses they don't matter less' I'm getting that much better
Am I better yet?
Am I better yet?
Am I better yet?
Am I better yet?
Am I better yet?

Am I better than who I was yesterday
Dropped them claymores for whoever came after me
I was talking blasphemy
Always thought of rapping these
Words out to these people cause I thought they might relate
But when I'm in my head
I feel like no one is the same
No ones feeling all this pain
No ones breaking through these chains
No ones rapping like me in Tucson but maybe I'm insane
Wait hold up my baby calling
She said it's time to change
But what if there's no tomorrow
I gotta find a way
But after it's said and done
I made my own lane
That I had to obtain
That I had to create
I don't care what you say
I don't care what you say

Yaight dawg