Miles Monk - Nosedive Lyrics

On a level so high I got nowhere to go
Seein' visions you bitch niggas will never know
Ya' never know
Ya' never know
Fallin' out of existence ready to let it go
On a level so high I got nowhere to go
Seein' visions you bitch niggas will never know
Ya' never know
Ya' never know
Fallin' out of existence ready to let it go

All my life I was led to believe that nothing mattered
Unless it boosted my status or made my pockets fatter
I'm on this ladder
I'm on this ladder
Letting go of my life ready to watch it shatter
My heart is racing I'm feelin' faded nearly sedated

Toe up from the flo' up 'bout to go nuts
So what? But I hope I don't throw up
Toe up from the flo' up 'bout to go nuts
So what? But I hope I don't throw up
Toe up from the flo' up 'bout to go nuts
So what? But I hope I don't throw up

Fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence
I'm fallin' out of existence

I'm tired of talkin' - I'm runnin' all out of energy
Hopin' that everyone that I know will remember me
Remember me
Remember me
After tonight my life is nothing but memories

I'm just about ready to fall
(I'm just about ready fall)
I'm just about ready to fall
(I'm just about ready fall)

Freefalling faster and faster
Freefalling faster and faster
Freefalling faster and faster
Freefalling faster and faster
To the ground

I found my baby boy
He spread across his bedroom floor
Bleedin' from his nostril
Slightly conscious but not respondin'
Please somebody help us
Bring a doctor
I raised him better than them kids on the corner
I swear he's not a monster
I never seen a problem
Seen him graduate with honors
Found a lil weed his junior year but thought that was behind us
He's workin' so hard to be a scholar
I know you hear me, son, wake up
Gimme a sign, it's your father

Breathe... breathe, breathe
C'mon breathe... breathe, breathe
C'mon breathe... breathe, breathe
C'mon breathe... breathe, breathe
Please don't leave

On a level so high I got nowhere to go
Seein' visions you bitch niggas will never know
Ya' never know
Ya' never know
Fallin' out of existence ready to let it go

I heard my father's voice but I can't see his face
I made a big mistake 'cause I don't see Hell or the Pearly Gates
All I see is darkness
Only darkness
There's only a little piece of me left and it's holdin' on to my conscience
I'm frightened as ever
I'm fightin' this feelin'
My world as my witness
Meanwhile the real world is spinnin'
I'm gettin' colder
I can't move a muscle
I just wanna tell my father that I love you
But I can't

Breathe... breathe, breathe
I can't breathe... breathe, breathe
I can't breathe... breathe, breathe
I can't breathe... breathe, breathe
It's time for me to leave