Mike Schiavo - I Miss Me Lyrics

I remember looking forward to who I would be
Over bottles of wine with my friends down the street
Then I
Stopped socializing in 2019
I miss the conversation so I overeat
Used to feel calm but
Now I'm self conscious
Threw away everything I've accomplished
I regret all this
If I'm honest, I do
I miss me
The one who never doubted he could do anything
I must be
Somebody nobody wanted to be
I keep giving up and starting over
Another life lesson weighing on me
Oh I miss me
The one who never doubted he could do anything
Oh I miss me
I've been trying hard to get back on my team
Working to take myself seriously
But I
Keep analyzing myself at 19
And how half as much was twice as exciting
Used to feel open
Now I'm withholding
Finding strength in a voice that's been broken
I'm barely coping
But I'm hoping I do
I miss me
The one who never doubted he could do anything
I must be
Somebody nobody wanted to be
I keep giving up and starting over
Another life lesson weighing on me
Oh I miss me
The one who never doubted he could do anything
Oh I miss me