Dead Video (MV)

I've lost count of the times
I thought of putting my fist through the wall
A blade to my wrist
But drowned in a bottle instead
I chastise myself for losing control
Over matters of the heart
But that's how much what we had
Meant to me I guess

I just never thought
This could happen, happen to us

You know what's funny?
How I miss just holding your hand
The way your fingers wove into mine
It felt like we were little kids
Swinging our arms, almost singing along
Happy in our own little world
And it kills me, yeah, it kills me
That it means nothing now

I just never thought
This could happen, happen to us
I just never thought
This could happen, happen to us

You're pulling away
And though I want you to stay
Yeah, we both know that
You have to go
We can't grow when
We're always this low
Even though it's killing me
I just have to hope that you'll
Come back to me

I just never thought
This could happen to us
And it kills me, yeah, it kills me
That it all means nothing, nothing now

And it kills me, yeah, it kills me
That it all means nothing, nothing now