If I can travel back in time to that night
And run into myself from a past life
Tell him nothing's adding up
Didn't get the math right...
Think he forgot to carry the one and that's why...
When I open my open my eyes
Everytime I start all of it gets dark
And everything I used to know is gone
Everything I used to know is gone
I gotta open my open my eyes
Whenever I do, all I see is you
But you don't even look the same to me
Normal never looked so strange to me
What were you looking for this time?
I don't know what you thought you'd find
All that I wanted you to see
All I ever wanted you to see
Was this side of me
When the starlights...shining on me
Ain't nobody I'd rather be
Thought I did my best...but obviously
All I got left to remind you of me
Is this song but you don't even listen when it's on
You just wanna vibe to the beat
Prolly why we hide when we really wanna seek
And I tried but I had to close my eyes when I blink
(Lost in a thought trying to find what I need)
U could have it all I ain't tryna compete
None of it is real so I wander my dreams
Tell me what you feel nevermind what u think
This is from the heart nevermind what I said
Focus on the start nevermind where it ends
Try to pretend
For a minute, how it coulda been
If we woulda let it, but we didn't & now everything is different
Gotta stop
And take a breathe...
Trying to make it to the top
Well I guess...I'm confused
Cuz I know I gotta choose
And it means I gotta lose what little I got left
And the riddle it does not make sense.
I'm stuck in the middle
Y'all are not my friends I'm f*cked
And I chose a road that's so cold
No one walks it too
I think I did it all for you
Damn...
What were you looking for this time?
I don't know what you thought you'd find
All that I wanted you to see
All I ever wanted you to see
Was this side of me