Yea
Ain't really that much to say but... f*ck it
Yea, Whats the best motivation, is it love or is it fear?
I always had drive but now i wonder how i steer
I ain't slept through the night in a couple of years
Something ain't right but i don't quite know what it is
I been searching for the light, but its easy gettin lost in the dark
Javon screaming bout millions when he call me to talk
It's hard to focus on yo dream when ya car doesn't start
They want a gimmick but all i can do is offer my heart
You know how far the top is from that top ramen?
How quick they can forget as soon as you got poppin?
How long does yo opportunity stay 'fore it stops knockin?
My mind like f*ck the world!..my heart been cock blockin'
It's hard to betray you
I poured the blood outta my veins to entertain you
You never gave the credit deserved and i forgave you
I keep on throwing all of my cards out on the table
And poker facing all of the odds and then i raise you
And showing niggas how to be great but they ungrateful
Try not to succumb to the pain, that shit a change you
I need to find a mirror to face what i'm ashamed to
But i been too afraid to
I'm at the bar alone, i don't want nobody around me
If you ain't here to help me then leave me right where you found me
I never feared dying alone..only dying unknown
Listening to Patrice and thinking how high he'd a flown
At Crown Plaza I met Big Krizzle back in July
For two hours I was waiting just to play him my rhymes
He heard the last verse and played it back a couple of times
He said I know some shit is fire when i wish it was mine
I got his number, but he still ain't never sent a reply
I'm pissed at him still bumpin' King Remembered In Time
No matter what i'm gon' always want my heros to shine
If he don't never hit me back I know that shit was divine
I needed confirmation
God sent me a star to have a conversation
To show me i was a star and i'm in the constellation
I know the power of persistence
And how only a hour makes a difference, yea
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