Let me tell you a story but promise to keep it together
I've had enough of the tears to be carrying more
Don't mean to open this door
I simply don't know who I am anymore
I was hoping you'd help
Are you there?
Basically I fell in love with the kindest most beautiful human
We shared a bed for two years it was us till the end
I never meant to pretend I was somebody else
Then I couldn't amend all the lies I had said
To myself
A means to an end
I, I'm trying too hard to remember
Oh, when we started to fall from the sky
I wanted to fly
With you by my side
But love when the heart says something is wrong there's no more to hide
I wanted to try
Couldn't say goodbye
I cannot blame him for crying and trying to keep it together
The guilt and the tears made me think we were fine for a while
Oo
I'm not too much of a liar
Mind's playing tricks
I can't get myself out of this nightmare I'm in
This is it
We were sitting in front of this wonderful view of the city
I said "I love you forever but now, I choose me"
I didn't know what that means until I was alone
Watching films on repeat cause I can't go to bed
And I wonder
Is it over yet?
I, am I losing my mind?
Or am I just broken?
Oh, I
I'm trying to cry
But I can't
I know I was the one
Who decided to run
But that doesn't mean
It doesn't kill me
That you're moving on
Hope you're having fun
Think I need to go home
Please answer the phone
Should've said goodbye
Could've said goodbye
I wanted to fly
With you by my side
But what about my heart
Hope I'll see you around
I guess this is goodbye
Let me tell you
A story
I'm trying
To keep it
Together