I can't make my mind up
Hope the devils gonna warn me when my times up
Don't think that I got much longer I'm still tryna find ya
They wonder if I'm good I tell them that I'm fine but
I'm still lonely on this road please hold me
I said that I cared but that's the old me
She killed me off the love and made me OD
I might need a paramedic, mmm
And I know that it sounds pathetic, mmm
I don't want you being sympathetic, no
I don't even want you empathetic
I said it Way too many times
I know I promised you that I won't ever fall again
I'm counting all these days cause I'm just tryna make amends
They come and go, stay in my lane, I wanna keep friends
Too many people in my life been dying in the end From taking the wrong vitamins, digesting the (Contents)
And I really think I lost it, (Surrounded like a mosh pit)
Oh I'm really claustrophobic, and suffocating cant stop it
Im moving slow but everything thats around me is going Mach 10 (Wait)
And just as everything inside my life is going (Great)
Another thing gets in the way and makes the floor below me (Break)
Don't push me there's some chaos in this life I'm bout to (Take)
I gotta get it together and find my mind so I can make it
I can't make my mind up
Hope the devils gonna warn me when my times up
Don't think that I got much longer I'm still tryna find ya
They wonder if I'm good I tell them that I'm fine but
I'm still lonely on this road please hold me
I said that I cared but that's the old me
She killed me off the love and made me OD
I might need a paramedic, mmm
And I know that it sounds pathetic, mmm
I don't want you being sympathetic, no
I don't even want you empathetic
I said it Way too many times
Way too many times I swear you got amnesia
You put on a disguise cause you act just like a Diva
So I had to leave ya
Woke up on a hospital gurney I was filled with anesthesia
I don't recall my life being chaotic
If I'm being honest
There's too many narcotics
We cant go back to what it used to be
They gotta read between the lines because it's hard to see
I'm overthinking cause I know I got some enemies
If they run up, I can't make my mind up if I'm shooting these
I can't make my mind up
Hope the devils gonna warn me when my times up
Don't think that I got much longer I'm still tryna find ya
They wonder if I'm good I tell them that I'm fine but
I'm still lonely on this road please hold me
I said that I cared but that's the old me
She killed me off the love and made me OD
I might need a paramedic, mmm
And I know that it sounds pathetic, mmm
I don't want you being sympathetic, no
I don't even want you empathetic
I said it Way too many times