I was alone only 18
A new cigarette with the same dreams
A postal apology was not amused
I lied to you
I couldn't face the truth covered up in my jeans
Okay, I admit it I was wrong at times
But you always crossed the line
As apologetic with hints of despise that never seemed too wrong for you
You'll never face the truth that you're a deadly disease
All of me wants part of you to leave
To retract what you've left of me
I know it won't take me too long to make this a raincheck
A problem that rarely gets resolved with a change of direction
It's a part of you that I can't refuse
I can't refuse you