Mighty Big Rig - Ode to Dustin Lyrics

Another sunrise spent alone inside my room
Sorting my treasures and memories like a tomb
It is time to wake up, there are people needing me
I get a text message I pretend I don't see
I'd like to know, why am I depressed all the time?
I'll pour some coffee every morning for a lift
Sitting in anxiety, distracted my whole shift
Try to stay motivated, nothing ever works
The biggest lie is telling myself it doesn't hurt
This so called paradise is feeling sad again
Call me naive, but I believe we'd still be friends
I know you thought you wanted distance
But I got closer and I didn't feel resistance
Our parents held you down and cut off all your hair
They hid your pain so well, I didn't see it there
I'm in my head again and feeling so depressed
I wish that I could say that I was feeling blessed
Telling my friends I'm better, but my brain's a mess
In all honesty it's rare to feel happiness without you
The wound you've left me doesn't heal, it never bleeds
Is this because I was the child with fewer needs?
Winter depression came, I'll think to you next June
I know you understand not every flower blooms