Michaela Siaki - Be Around Lyrics

I want you, good and bad
And I hope you'd say the same but it's
Hard to imagine
Cause you know I get insane and I
I try to hold back
But in this fight against myself
I think I am someone else

I know what I said
Promise that I wanna stay, but it's
A war in my head
I try to fight it every day but I
I'm losing it seems
And I think you deserve someone
Who can love you more than me

Please say you'll be around at the ending
We'll figure it out
And I'm mending
My up and my down
I won't stop trying
And tell me I'm not a lost cause
You can't help me
But I'll always be yours
In this melody
I promise both of us
That I won't stop trying

I fell in this hole
And I try to call your name but no
No one hears me call
Cause I'm always calling save me and
You know it gets old
And when you're lying to yourself
Everyone can tell

I thought that I'd be
Someone you could always count on but
No one counts on me
Everyone is rolling dice and they're
They're dying to see
How long before I fall again
And I can't blame them

Please say you'll be around at the ending
We'll figure it out
And I'm mending
My up and my down
I won't stop trying
And tell me I'm not a lost cause
You can't help me
But I'll always be yours
In this melody
I promise both of us
That I won't stop trying

Won't stop trying
Won't stop trying
Won't stop trying
I'm trying

Please say you'll be around at the ending
We'll figure it out
And I'm mending
My up and my down
I won't stop trying
And tell me I'm not a lost cause
You can't help me
But I'll always be yours
In this melody
I promise both of us
That I won't stop trying