Michael Broda Jr. - My Ruining Lyrics

Why don't we start from 1
I will never be the same since that day
She hurt me like I never knew before
She told me to be confident and was she loved me

I don't want to be a Lone Soldier anymore
I just want 1 more, a woman to feel love
Let it be 1 Man, 1 Woman even if she is Too Good For Me
Dancing in the Rain and Getting Lost in City Lights were goals with her

I started out with Demon Hunter and this ain't the end
I fought & told everyone Begone! even with 8 to 1 odds
Okay? No Whispers are still in my ear
My Greatest Version isn't good without her

Jesus means Forgiven
But everyone will Hate Me
All I Achieve Ain't Enough
High School Hearts and Home Runs was the dream

Mama told me "There is a girl out there for you."
"It is her loss and your gain."
"Jesus has plans for you, Michael."
Joshua 1:9, Jeremiah 29:11, and 1 Corinthians 13:13 to lead my life

In the meantime, I workout Climbing Higher (Rise Above)
This is Just the Beginning towards being Never Alone
My Father's Wisdom is Holdin' Me Together
"Don't let me get Lost in the Echoes by Chasing Shadows," I pray

Only one will know Song by Song, My Love (Never Done)
No one asks Me How Did it Feel
Must be like him and Changing My Life (Number 1)
I will live with myself and become A Man

Under Pressure cause the world is heavy
While Lost in a Daydream from Toxic Echoes and When You're Not Here
Are we Too Young to Love to see Golden Skies
I hope this pressure and fear to not be Counting Life Away

Once Loved is impossible except through family and God
(Well actually, this is a true story - No girl has ever love me
Proof is no sharing This Dream Will Be Ours
Also, Southern Stars and Sweet Swings is not about me)

This made my body image issues worse
I am still that little skinny boy from Florida (I'M WEAK!)
I told the truth and got threatened for it
All this is Being My 16 (Sweet 16 Dreams gone)

Still have a dream to Dance Through the Night
And to have The Place We Used to Go
Waiting for the stars to collide like a Cosmic Serenade 1 & 2 here we go
But I don't have a lot of time for her cause Jesus is Coming

I just lay awake every night hoping for a knock
Even if it is my mortal enemy and he wants to fight
Wishing to never feel love cause it is impossible to be loved by a woman
Wonder if I'll die alone while Catching Fireflies

I am one of the Dreamers in the Night
We are searching for the End of a Movie
Just wanting to stay With You Always
Hoping it isn't Everything For Nothing

I just know them Blessings Counted and Jesus will Help Me achieve all these Starlit Diner Dreams