Wonderland forgot, strangers in my head
Voices in my mind, razors on my bed
Illusions I've left die, stupid boys I've kissed
Oh, can you understand the puzzles that I sing to you?
Victories ahead, precautions on the left
My mother at the door, my life rests on the floor
A future in the front, the shame stays at the back
Father's in the past, buried as a shit
Fire's in his eyes 'cause he used to be alive!
The scisors on his neck; the chains around his waist
Oh, God! Where've you gone?
How could you left him here, alone?
Don't you see they'll eat him alive?
With their words and their shame
No brothers, no sisters; Just me, myself and I
The books, the songs I wrote; stupid jokes I told
My room, my sick feelings for I, J, K and L
The voices of the past... They said I was a shit
Fire's in his eyes 'cause he used to be alive!
The scisors on his neck; the chains around his waist
Oh, God! Where've you gone?
How could you left him here, alone?
Don't you see they'll eat him alive?
With their words and their shame
Fire's in my eyes 'cause I still feel so alive!
The scisors on my wrist are cutting me free!
Fireballs're my words; my heart starts to burst!
I feel it deep inside... My missing piece I'll find
How soon? (How soon?)
How long must I await here, awake?
Left alone, I hear the sounds of my echoes