[ Featuring Chelsea Bowen ]
Uh, looking at this map and I
Don't know which way to go (way to go)
Where I am
(where I am) , I'm so lost (I'm so lost)
I could've swore that I took this
Trip with all my friends
Look again and they gone (and they gone)
That's the cost (that's the cost)
All I know is that I'm
Surrounded by all this stress
I'm a mess, they don't see, they don't care
Cut the checks (cut the checks)
"Baby you should stop dreaming and
Get out of bed
Pay the rent" is what she said, what she said
(what she said) "So get dressed, you don't
Call, you don't write
And you start and we fight
I have dreams every night
Of becoming your wife
But tomorrow's a new night
Said I hope you do right
But I'm gone cause these calls from
These broads that you like (that you like)
Just don't forget that I've been
There from the start (from the start)
Don't you dare let this shit tear us apart
(apart) i'm having your child and you
Left me in the dark oh my god, superstar
I swear you've broken my heart" (my heart)
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow
(at the snow)
Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, oh, oh
(oh) calling up my friends and all
I get is the tone (is the tone)
I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home
(isn't home)
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone (gone)
Man I wish I knew when
All these things went astray (went astray)
Matter fact, I just wish it could all go away
(go away)
And it seems like even on the sunniest day
The clouds come
And the rain falls on my window pane
(window pane) even if I knew why
What kind of help could I get let's face it
What I get ain't paying no doctor's check
(doctor's check)
My closest cousin is a schizophrenic
Now he gone with medics
And I ain't talk to him since
Ever since that moment
I felt that we been falling apart
First my moms
Then I felt my grandmother dying in my arms
(in my arms)
And of course how could I forget my pa?
Unconditional love
Though we ain't never gon' get along
(get along)
What I would give if I could visit my aunt
Every night, every day
But we live so far apart (far apart)
Don't think I forgot you were there
With my through it all
You so strong and for you woman
I would give you my heart (my heart)
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow
(at the snow)
Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, oh, oh
(oh) calling up my friends and all
I get is the tone (is the tone)
I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home
(isn't home)
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone (gone)
Why can't you see that I can't be here no mo'
(no mo')
Cause success is a threat to these hoes
(these hoes) i don't have a problem
Leaving this shit alone
Cut my phone, pack my bags
And never look back at home (at home)
You read about it and I live what they write
I've hit licks, I've been robbed
Dealt with fights, day and night
(day and night) these streets ain't home
They simply gut us too wrong
? f*ck this life
I'm my own man, I gotta keep moving
I don't jump to conclusions because
I know what I'm doing
I'm a grown ass man, so accept that
I'm try'na be a father to my kid
So all these haters step back, yeah
And I don't know if we can make it
Though what they're saying in
This game we're playing
Feel like it's one-on-one in a
Court without a ball
If it was you or the world
I would take nothing at all
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow
(at the snow)
Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, oh, oh
(oh) calling up my friends and all
I get is the tone (is the tone)
I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home
(isn't home)
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone (gone)
