So numb, so tired all the time
God damn, I'm tired of the lies
And this muthaf*ckin life, someone take me away
Someone take me away
But I gotta keep goin'
And I gotta keep swimmin'
Yes I gotta keep goin'
It's like Nemo said, yeah I gotta keep swimmin'
Bitch I gotta keep swimmin'
When I was 19, depression had me by my f*ckin neck
Anxiety, why you tryna take my breath
18, when ghost was in effect
17, I was lost and not at rest
16, fell in love with the music
Told my girlfriend, that I couldn't use her
Funny 'cus she said I'd never make it
But I never gave a f*ck what they were saying
Cuz I know that all my haters filled with pain
I'm looking in the mirror, see the change
I'm feeling like my stars rearranged
I'm feeling like I'm my stars are aligned
Stayed real, all it ever took was time
As a kid, I could see the signs
Now im grown, and I'm on the grind
Been so down, all my f*cking life
I just hope I still got time left to make this shit right
I just hope that I still got time to make this shit right
Ay
To make this shit right
Cuz I'm tryna make it right, bitch I'm tryna make it